Good evening Good evening and good. Yes any reference to agendas is forbidden. Now what you say etc don't matter to us and we have no responsibility for who you believe in what.
What I mean. You can talk to anyone but don't come in and say "He's got me here but he's paying me but he has lied to me etc" or I have a problem what to do? (Your cross obviously) your problem. With the regular and legitimate cookbooks (yes yes the licensed one here to prevent any clevernesses) the forum does what it can to help
Just one piece of advice, I'll give you the other one. You are alone very simply alone. You will hear a lot, you will read a lot to strangers. If you don't try it yourself you won't know. You may have to lose may not, but you will learn unfortunately alone